Fishbone Reaks!!

uelk! i went to gurney today, with my "fellow confirmands." we had a nice time. although it was kinda like, just waiting for time to pass by. anyway, jacalyn suggested that we go to Kyro's Kebab and everyone like, went on with her, cause she says she wans to eat the spaghetti there (which looked kinda weird to me. or was it spaghetti??). but anywayz, we sort of settled down on the tables and stacey was like, "i feel like eating sushi, lah." and i was like, "yea, me too, lah!" and everyone just stood up and walked off from Kyro's. omg. we went to Sushi King then. we kinda occupied the whole rotating thingy table. i really love sushi, and guess what, i ate the most there! LOL. sushi's like, heaven to me. but then, i'm kinda suffering the consequences. i think i have a fish bone stuck on my throat! and that hurts! i think i had too many salmons than i should've! anyway, this fishbone thingy really sucks! it hurst everytime i swallow my saliva! urgh. and i cant seem to get it down by eating more food. i even tried stucking my finger in my throat, but that lead me to the vomitty feeling, which is kinda uncomfortable too! dad told me 2 swallow pieces of banana. but there wasnt any around. it's like stuck in the middle now. this isn't the first time!! i can't remember when was the last time though. but what i know now is that it hurts. and have i mentioned that it's rather annoying and irritating also! urgh! can someone help me?? i'm just hoping that it'll all past when i wake up tomorrow!! by the way, jacalyn managed to get back to Kyro's for what i think is spaghetti, with the whole bunch of us sitting there again! it's so weird, yet so funny!! i really had a great time today. how i wish things would stay that way forever between us... *sighs*

Special Coverage (Part 2)

for those out there who would like to watch the Special Coverage of Oprah Part 2, it's going to be aired this Sunday. and it's going to feaure starts like John Travolta that did their part to help those ppl in pain. Sunday, 8pm-9pm, if i'm not mistaken. i also rely on grace to tell me to watch! LOL.

Hurricane Katrina

i was watching Oprah Winfrey last sunday. she made a special coverage on the after-effects of Hurricane Katrina. it was such a touching episode. it had so many dead people in it! there were so many ppl dying. and there were so many bloated bodies everywhere. it's so sad to see the world like that! but then, the worse thing was, the senator actually admitted that children were being raped at a time like that! it was so sad. very very sad. even Oprah couldn't resist her tears, what more can i do?? i mean, at a time like that, those ppl can still have the urge to do such an awful thing. and it was being done on children! for God's sake, what has the world turn into?? grace totally broke down when she heard the news. i know this is coming kinda outdated, but i did watch the news and felt terrible about it. i couldn't help much but to donate what i can, which is never enough. but after watching the "inside" scoop of the hurricane, i felt horrible, beyond words! i mean, what we watch in the news was only a very rough surface of what happened, we never knew actually how the conditions was. and it was a horrid sight! i've never seen anything worse than this. besides the child rape, there were also group fights and ppl with weapons were just walking around! what's wrong with them!? they were protesting and fighting with one another for territory and food! they must be insane! really insane! they were shooting each other and innocent ones as well. and their bodues were just left there 2 rot. such an exposure to all kinds of diseases! and there was this doctor, Dr. Oz, from Oprah's Angel Network team, if i'm not mistaken, went there and helped. the weird thing is that, the hospitals were mostly vacant. instead, they used the airport as the medical centre! i'm not quite sure what happened there but i bet there must be a reason. so, the Dr. Oz gave all the help he could. he was so kind and brave! i really salute him. he even saw a dead, bloated body by the roadside and closed it with respect. he was a great man. he even saved a baby's life. an infant! and another two of Oprah's crew also went down to Louisianna to comfort the victims. one was Nate Berkusthere were alot of ppl with lost family members. they all looked so worried and stressed out. at times like this, God was their only comfort, i think. as i watched the families shouting out for their lost ones, i told myself, i'll never be able to relate to what they were feeling then and i'm so lucky to live in comfort. the bright side of the disaster was that stars like Matthew McConaughey and Faith Hill were the ones who came and gave their support to all te victims, helping them in their own little ways. i was so touched by this. i mean, it is the right thing to do, isn't it? not all Hollywood stars are all about fame and fortune! to me, the reason God created all these natural disasters, is to mainly bring the world closer together. what i'm trying to say is, this is not a punishment from God. remember, God doesn't punish ppl! He forgives. but he made all the wreckage, i think, it is to make the rest of the world (which are not affected) to realise that they should be thankful and greatful for what they have like, families and home. it is also to bring mankind together. in a sense that, we all come together to do our little part in helping those victims. i dont quite know how to explain it in words, but all i know is, God isn't all that cruel. He has a reason for eveything he does. i take this all as a lesson and i think we all should.

basically, my room is empty now!! so happy!
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junk!! everywhere!!
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the pots and pans mum has! she has an addiction, i tell u!
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part of the amount of plates my mum has!! btw, that's Akak! i only order around! =P
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Moving ain't easy!

gosh. i just realised, moving ain't that easy at all. i've been clearing up the house of trash and junk. i never ealise that my house has so "much" junk!! obviously, my house seems to be able to contain all those crap although it looks small. but then, i actually discovered there were much more things from what i expected! damn! to be rasional, the stuff that we packed will never seem to fit in the whole house! but then, all those junk had been there for like, ten years! especially my mum;s kitchenware. she has more stuff than she actually needs, ya know! for instance, she has FIVE blenders, THREE woks (although she barely cooks), TWO toasters (and their still working fine) and a THOUSAND pots, pans and plates!! she has whole sets of plates and bowls which are really pretty but she never uses them! she'd rather let the whole family use the plates that we get free out of purchases like Colgate and washing foams! and she keeps a whole set of fine china which is still in good condition! i was like, "what's wrong with you??." and this goes for her shoes also. not to mention the bedsheets! we have only 3 main beds in my house, but we have like a HUNDRED bedsheets and curtains! and we barely use most of it, coz they're still wrapped in pretty conditions! anyway, dad rented a room nearby to stash our junk while the renovations are going on. we'll be living in the streets i guess. LOL. i've been carrying loads of boxes to and from from that rented room, which is at the 2nd floor of another building! and the boxes ain't light, i tell you. they weigh like, what, a THOUSAND kg!! and i'm not even sure myself if i'm carrying the boxes the right way, coz my back hurts when i carry the boxes. but it doesn't cont' to hurt though, thank God. with only the assistance of Akak (or more to like, i assist her. LOL), we kinda managed to clean up the whole house already. what's left now are for daily usage and personal belongings. the only thing that wonders in my mind is that, how the hell are we going to carry the boxes back again to our house after the renovations and how are all those junk gonna fit in to the new setting! i'm gonna go hide on the day we have to move back in! but nonetheless, i'm really excited about the renovation! and i hope that our "renovator" will do a good job! btw, his KIM!! the famous interior designer!! i can't believe we actually met him! he's fame was like, "my house and work appeared on local magazines!" anyway, he does really good business and we're so glad we got him!! my mum really trusts in him!

At Last!!

finally! i get to update my blog in weeks, or months?? watever! PMR had just finished, like, a week ago! And my comp just came back, like a week ago, too! LOL! The freedom i get these days, totally awesome! life was so depressing the month before PMR. everything seems to be crashing down. and just to proof that i was actually worried, pimples kept popping out of nowhere! it was even on my scalps! urgh! i hated that! but now, oh, smell the smell of freedom, ppl! anyway, i just kinda got back from Confirmation Camp 2005! gosh, the camp was so great! fantastic! awesome! Martin Jalleh was d best! and now, i just resettled back at home which is like crap. we're carrying out renovations next month, and we're forced to "evacuate" the house and of all our belongings too! everywhere's so dusty. even my bed. but i've neever seen my house so empty before! i'm pretty much the only running the moving out thingy with the help of Akak. coz grace's gotta an exam to study for. so i still refuses her to help in in anyway. there's like tons of boxes everywhere. and we've got to carry them to another rented room around our area. it's so damn tiring coz the boxes are mostly heavy! and i mean, Heavy! owh, life at home is mostly uncomfortable, for now. but i cant wait to move back in into a brand new house! oh, i just can't wait! well, i'm basically repairing my comp now. trying to get everything to the way it used to be. there's so much to do! i hope i can restore things to the way it was. wish this could also be applied on my relationships. *sighs*. but anywayz, i better get going. i havent even written the thank you speech for my confirmation day yet!!

Comfy...

have u ever tried feeling ur own eyebrows before?? i accidentally touched it yesterday and it felt so comfy. i don't know abt yours, but mine is! i'm so glad. but eyebrows fall off very easily don't they?? anyway, just touch ur eyebrows once in a while. stroke them from the bac and i think it feels comfy!